Dear dairy,

I've sort of got used to the little pen after much irritation. Didn't know that adjusting the ISO to the highest would ruin the picture. The white balance seem to be not the reason of the dim effect. Manage to press the brightness at the correct button at the correct mode to get it working. Still can be improve. At least it was an attempt to get it somewhat right! Bless me red shirt!

*PPF*
 

I've been living on low amo, hot weather and many excess sweats.
Learning too many things tat kept myself in my own world.
Talking less that results in no talk at all.
Elders are fine but on different par.
It's fun but not really in dept fun.
I've been in group but what's really the problem.
Being in my view.
Things are beautiful but not people.
You get irritated not finding a thing.
But you remember when selfish people won't even blink.
This place is boring?
Yes may be.
But who's the one really borded? 
me
Getting emo
Definitely not emo
just thinking thinking
I need cheap ikura.
Not salmon with empty stomachs.
I want night pools that sparkle.
Clubs that are healthy. 
Heels that won't get blister even for 24 hrs.
Maybe an aircon living room?
Longer fingers to catch that dramatic character in mozart k332
The spirit that is alive!
And yesh! More freedom!!!
No more ma ma's nagging 
nagging nagging nagging......
 

 
 

Dear diary,

I've gotten quite sick of staying up till 2 3 am for food programmes and jon and kate not that the kids are not cute but it's getting boring. I'm fully occupied with programme hours from 10 to 2 even extendable depending on the programmes. Sleeping at 3, staring at the black sky and the wierd scarecrow beside my bed, hearing cats giving birth or mating and then waking up in the afternoon sometimes getting a call to decided where to go later. To think that this prolong freedom can be related to adjustment disorder, the problem of adjusting to so much freedom, it's like not having a life. The sicko with almost a thousand degree staying at home watching tv, not wanting to go to unecessary places, can't always rot in the library, don't want to havoke but don't want to turn into a geek.  not good. not good

It's not as if I have nothing to do. 

It's just that the list is short but needs a long time to be done:

1. Complete diploma in piano
2. Get grade 5 in violin
3. Finish up my dress
4. The website
5. Get a license
6. Get a PT job at a music center

It is a long and slow process that requires patience more hard work, time and determination. I'm dying to get over with all the certs before age 21. can I ??
Eager to crash that car in the lane, scream at the kids that don't behave, and host that forever cannot complete goody too shoo website.
Before I can soak myself in the beach of langawi for a 3 days summer vacation. can I ??? 

I've gotten a dream that I was posted to the same BIT instead of the B I've applied. To think of going through the same 3 years of java, DOT net, kept that dream almost alive and cutting my throat! After breaking out in cold sweat it was another new day. 
 

Dear diary:

Why did we go this place? Because:
 
1. We fit into the group tour of 40
2. The dates are just nice
3. It's good price!
4. Its china we're talking (china = history =  us = chinese ppl)

So we're off to shanghai!
hangzhou, we zhen, suzhou. I can't remember how many porridge we went to but there's porridge everyday for breakfast and millions of people. And I can kow tow to all the salesmen there because I dunno how they do it. Too much of a talented speech.

        






      



      



           

garden at su zhou industrial park

Garden of a famous person

          


      




water village - wu zhen

               




    




    




 xi hu . mandrin . mo cho nu

             

      




       





       

      




      



        





             

xiao long bao

     



 
triplets!

      


 


they told me it was damn nice! baby quilt and duck tongues

      





       

     





smelly tou fu

       

Beware of what you snap because the loveliest building may turn out to be a brothel while an old rock may tell an ancient story.

 

Dear dairy,

I remember I had this damn project at primary 3 onwards. It was some lazy science project that I ended up collection beads then throw everything at dad to help me. Me and crazy friends ended up catching butterflies at primary 4. Becos collect butterfly specimen got more star. And i got those small nets from the jumbo elephant toy that blew out paper butterflies from it's nostril! So I used it to catch butterfly! thinking that the small net will crete miracle. Come to think of it, it is so funny and fun. But we really caught butterflies ok!

10 years later. It's the brat's turn. And I'm suppose to help him. GROW SEEDS.



  


WHAT IF I DON'T HELP YOU LERH?

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THEN YOU GROW YOURSELF OKIES!

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THEN FASTER TAKE A PLASTIC BAG AND COTTON WOOL!

STANDARD POSE. I CALL IT THE GAY SMIRK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! WHAT A BAD SISTER

Dear dairy,

I finish another stage! All ready to wear the temporary robe. I'm sorry for you poor little dusty getting cobwebs everywhere dairy. First starting with 2 birthdays. It suddenly occured to me that the 2 members of the family has their birth dates a few days apart. 

The little Brat's Bdae: 24th april

I look extremely fat and lethargic after carrying the cake home.
Durain cake from polar.

 
                

               



Mom's Bdae: 3rd March

This cake was much better compared to the polar.

Simply delicious because it is a CHEEEEEESSSSEEEE cake!

Not too sweet or cheesy. Blueberry cheese cake from sweet recipe.

         

disgusting smrik



Another digusting smirk.  

And there are another 2 friend's bdae. This is really a birthday post.

Alex Jiang! jiang jiang jiang jiang. It's giang la. ;p

And the bdae girl on the outmost right shanmin.



me and pig at bowling alley after the dinner.

 


how about another one! It was a waterfall celebration at villa bali.

Bade girl: lydia

       

splendid drinks . seafood platter .  

and we have dear min min ! bdae at the start of the year. but no pictures :(

But I have this!



A very sweet precious memory.

*credits to mich with the bling bling camera*
 

Dear diary:

I'm back! To blog about ass-holes everywhere! hur hur hur. I've finally completed the last IT project and own nan ren another one of those debt. But its still better then some asshole who will owe almost all whom helped him twice the decade amount of debts. What I call REN QING. Maybe it'll be repay after his reincarnation in his next life though I doubt it'll never be repaid. Chill man ~~  WTF? hur hur!

Crude. So I apologize for my own gibberish in the previous paragraph and will say something nicer in this long essay I'm gonna write for you blog. I'm happy that I've gotten a year older but sad that some stubborness can still be improved. Hopefully all pals in 0608 can stand my trying to improve self. Straight forward at times but no harm meant :) Quite useless at times, blur, says too much, should say when didnt say. Damn! Red shirt How bad can this be. Sometimes we just have to keep quiet with irritating people and keep quiet when you irritate people. That's life previously. Straightforward finger types it. I didn't say with my mouth! 

Wee o weet! 

Still very happy with my accomplishments: Ta dah! 

Red shirt hao lian list for the past 3 months:

-sold 35 still going
-my pineapple tart can be eatten ok 
-finished 3 drama series
-2 more dress in the closet: hur hur
-finish all my reports yah!
-taken a picture with LB
-i cant remember
 
Music? umm. Quite slack. Red shirt has to buck up if she wants to be able to play fantasy impromtu. Can't be killed by the small fingers. You have to STRETCH! STREEEETTTCCHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Can I go on another holiday pls?
I'm not naive. Plese stand by me.